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An Asshole Manhandled me 💀

My mind is foggy and focused at the same time now. 
Firstly, we are getting started with second year by having ICU monitoring class, and it was really simple and not so professional as I thought it would, it just felt like one of those procedural classes we had in 1st year. To add more of that feeling the TV doesn't work and we (boys) had to do some lifting to fix, still we couldn't have it working. 
In the late class, there was a talk (because of my cue) for the second year class, which ended with a more overwhelming decision ------> Me as a CR. I was given (or bombarded) with the post for this year, and I don't know what to do with this. I have to control myself and my decision not only for me now, but for my whole tribe. 
My sprint training is going on it's time, but I think I am putting all my post dept time in Running, Running and only running… I have to prep a schedule and incorporate working out, running, and academics to have everything perfectly balanced.

In the ICU, Jaya (Senior staff) akka was being sweet and was in a good mood, so we were able to go off ranipet (YEAH I GOT RANIPET FOR THE 3RD FUCKING TIME). The interesting part about my 2nd year schedule is I don't get any posting with any of my people other than hari, Savi, and Vishal (people I am with for my entire 1st year). This year may turn very beautiful or very awful, Only god knows. I am happy with having posting with hari though, but I have to put my ass to get it working with Savi, but a lot can change in a year, so let's see what this 2025 has to offer me.

This Thursday (5th Dec) I went to OPSTA relay and tug of war, being an only ashaite there. I didn't felt FOMO, even there were moments I could have felt. I guess my Stoic mind can tolerate situations like this very well nowadays…. After the event, lot of photoshoot and fun talks were happening. I requested ashin to time me do a 100m (despite having a destroyed calf and quads) Jeffrey helped too… I got 14 sec, which is a minor improvement. 
After all this, I went 2 rounds around the oval with jenita. Before that, I was talking with her on Instagram and may have shown hi and bye. She's sweet and nice to talk with. We planned to go cycling to the mountains prior, but she backed off due to a sudden death in her family. Just thinking the day was pleasant… and went to hostel. Where the real fun was waiting. 

That day was my mess duty. So I was rushing inside mess and there was akshit subbing for me temporarily. As I went in he was like “Ok bro, take over”, then I shouted at him saying “bro it's impossible to handle those people if you go out I will go out too” and he continued going out … I rushed out with him, trying to catch him. 

As I went outside, out of nowhere, A hand grabbed my collar and pushed me and started asking many questions. As I pushed that hand out of my collar and saw who that fucker is, It's that “Niggafucker” vara joy, he was asking questions like “Who's fucking duty is today”, “where the fuck were you”  (he was asking all this, because I was 5–10 mins late to the mess). I got panicked and IDK what is happening. Later supreeet took me inside mess and later I got conscious. I was in worry that I couldn't do shit about this at that moment. All this wouldn't have happened (only to me) if that thayoli blessington came to mess instead of sucking someone's balls in campus. As people asked why he's picking the calls or returning to hostel is that he fainted in campus… Yeah, he said that. The amount of rage and loss of hope I am experiencing is going to give a very Big character development.  

Hari invited us all to her house, and we had a very good mushroom biryani and other dishes which was equally wonderful. Then I went to badimas house with Sophia , she paid for my auto, I have to buy her something sometime to return my dept.

In hari's home, this Benny vishal and rahul took divya's pic in my snap and sent it to every damn contact wit tag "cute shit". people asked me is ewwww she ur gf ??

Then in badima's home, has spiciest makrooni and biriyani next day . had a lot of sleep and gave some baby raising advice to ani dd as of i raised a baby. 

TOOOOOOOOOOOOO much thing happent between the time i wirte this.

We were doing chritsmas practise dance. 

I should go with the quote "DONT CHASE THE BUTTERFLIES, INSTEAD BUILD THE GARDEN"... I used to feel this quote cringe. but now, i guess i need this more then ever.


Starting JAN 06, I am maxing all my stats and no focus on girls and other stuff.

Let's See how's that gonna go 

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