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I am Batman 🦇

 I have come to the point to be all eligible to take the batman persona.

I have 0 close friends, 0 people to love, 0 people to show off. Now it's just me, my parents and my life (just like it always been). After leave the neet plan, I have left undisciplined and crazy that I even started improving crush on people which is cringe and unproductive. 

So.....

After all this, here I am, totally retarded with no mental belief for the exam and finding excuses to do stuff. This need to need, but it can't end by itself. I have to become an unseen version of myself. This will include being mindful about what I do every single second, which is going to be hard and anxious, but I did this to myself. So no going back.


From tomorrow…. 3/Nov/2024

I am constantly focused on the near goal, and also working towards long time goals, which is getting ripped and mental peace.

No junk food or junk content going into me by my eyes or mount or ears. 

Limiting screen time to what only necessary. The necessary part goes importantly to talking and interaction with people. I can't be in people's life always as if I don't have one. I got to work on myself and make the time count. 

 FOR NOW…. I am Batman 🦇

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