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 I am well settled with my life and well-equipped with my course, BSc Critical care technology. 

We have our first year university exams on Nov. 19, so i started my preparation and heading to library everyday .

I got juniors and i am in PICU with twincy ( cute one  ) , benito ( ok ish ) and cathrine ( good ).

I am heading to crack CCT and get a job, get married, have kids and teach them Muay Thai and all about cars . 

But , today 17/09/2024 at 7:30pm . i thougth of taking a rest from studies in library and goin out to cycle . there i met Grahm staines ( MSc Nuclear medicine guy batch of 23 ). he asked me "Are you settled with your course ? , I thought you would retry NEET" . That question felt like me asking myself rather he asking me . 

I had a question of my life, I hate the course i do, i dont get the respect i deserve, and i cant have a salary that i can enjoy my life with . why am i still in this course ???? Maybe "You got comfortable " told grahm when asked what could possibly got my flow away . 

It felt like a why not , i am already studying topics and stuff which are ahead of my academic year and stuffs which i would probably never use, why can't i use that time to study for NEET. same question he asked . 

Maybe this is the call from Allah to me to repent to what i capable of , his way of telling me "you deserve more" 

I have to first give this first year university and have neet preparation as part of my day until i succed . 

because......WHY NOT ??

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