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Well Settled

 It's been more then 7months and I can't believe how much I have proliferated my character and knowledge. 

I went to all the ICUs , should know every basic things about the course...so do I ? , That's an answer even I don't know. 

Hostel went from a hell filled with people waiting to extract your happiness by shooting questions and tasks to an place where fun and people who are the sources of fun ( 2020 ) is in non existence anymore .

I cant believe how i got the interest in this course , neither do I know how that interest got numb and i am just doing it as my daily life with no purpose or excitement .

I am close with most of my roommates , I like madhavan the most ( not gay ) anshel is doubtfull bitch and akshit is a cool dude and my asha companion . sunny is there and nice. and jairus ( a bitch , like his brother ) .  I cant get along with that mf I tried. 

Many unforgettable things happen in these 7 months. I went to chennai trip with friends . Haripriya ( my course mate ) got a short hair cut which is cute ( I dont have any interset in her , but the haircut is beautifull ) . 

I have many female acquitance, but very few good friends like Shilpi , she dont talks a lot unless i do and dont bother me if i dont. feels like acqutiance , but for the name sake.......

One day i sent a dog out of the biochem class which was taken by biochem hod , the result is that critical care dept got a mail appreciting me about that .

I want to build the interst in the course i do and my purpose. which is none lately .

I want to top the class, I am the open candidate not miraculin . and I have to prove it . 

I dont know where this cct takes me , but wherever i go . My purpose would saving life and making good enough money to live the life . 

Ohhhh , and i got a license  ( from the waste thalapathy driving school and traumatic dad ) 

 

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