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Alive and Happy

Everyday there are 10s of reasons to be sad and depressed , chlorinated water , feeling lone in bus , everyone watching reels instead of talking ....but these reason became negligible due to the good things happening around and in my life . 

I am starting to perform good in posting and got new awesome seniors ( 8/10 ) . and classes i am being stoic and oblique person . Yeah and we are having a hostel retreat after 6years , we are going to yelagiri for 2 days. 7 and 8 . I went to home last sat to mon due to Gandhi jayanti and it didn't end well . I Felt hostel sick in the house . 

So , The other good thing is now I am totally cured from having a nervous and crazy behaviours in front and around girls . I am so cured that i have a close friend , she's nice. 

Well , as it's the first time i am having a real friend in opposite gender, I am shaping my words and behaviours so good that i wont be nervous or like a thameem i been a year ago .

I dont know if i wrote about the staff entertainment , but it's great af . i realised that helping actually works and it worked so well for me that i got front row seat for the staff entertainment because i helped a women who asked for a seat . 

And solomon sir as batman , vice princ as aqua man . it was 1000x more than what i anticipated.

  

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