My Life in CMC

Everyday there are 10s of reasons to be sad and depressed , chlorinated water , feeling lone in  bus , everyone watching reels instead of talking ....but these reason became negligible due to  the good things happening around and in my life .  I am starting to perform good in posting and got new awesome seniors ( 8/10 ) . and classes i am being stoic and oblique person . Yeah and we are having a hostel retreat after 6years , we are going to yelagiri for 2 days. 7 and 8 . I went to home last sat to mon due to Gandhi jayanti and it didn't end well . I Felt hostel sick in the house .  So , The other good thing is now I am totally cured from having a nervous and crazy behaviours in front and around girls . I am so cured that i have a close friend , she's nice.  Well , as it's the first time i am having a real friend in opposite gender, I am shaping my words and behaviours so good that i wont be nervous or like a thameem i been a year ago . I dont know if i...

25/9/2023 , Day 7 in CMC and DJ   Purpose , something I been searching for a long time or thought I perceived . or did I ? I been asking this question to myself for a long while from the day I got selected in cmc but not  satisfied with the course itself and didn't released what i am going to perceive in here.  After the ass cracking and cold two days of orientation  , we got splinted into our courses and  our life in college really started and what happened ?? We got ourselves the course orientation , I wont exclude the hostel orientation....wait.... I am in BSc critical care technology , so I was shown all the ICUs , stockroom and our lounge . Me before the orientation is a mf who had a plan to learn code and get a software job and live  life as a cold mf with money and girl like Andrew Tate or something . So  what did I become after a orientation ?? , I become the real me , the one i lost f...